I miss happy.

I miss happy. I miss the simple,uncomplicated feeling of joy I used to be able to feel. I miss laughing. I’m still capable of it, but it takes so much more effort now than it used to. I remember singing Jimmy Buffett songs with the Radiation Tech while waiting for my Husband’s PET scan, all of us laughing, and, despite the location and circumstances, being happy.
It’s been a long time. Happy, wherever you are, I miss you.

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