I’m having a shitty night. I just found out that due to some inter-club bullshit locally, a friend of mine is in danger of losing her grand kid. The first child I let myself care about in a long time. Not because she did anything wrong, but because of lies. I’m having flashbacks and nauseous. Fucking wonderful. Over n over if I let myself attach….BOOM, shit blows up in my face. Seriously, it’s starting to feel like time to move on.